Beasts [verified] | The Day My Sister And I Turned Into Wild

There is a specific kind of silence that precedes a transformation. Not the quiet of a sleeping house, nor the hush of reverence, but the taut, electric stillness of a held breath. It was in that silence, on a Tuesday that tasted of ozone and overripe peaches, that my sister and I ceased to be human.

“You okay?” she asked, her voice still half-snarl. the day my sister and i turned into wild beasts

The inciting incident was mundane, as these things often are. A family dinner. A passing comment from our uncle about Elara’s “aggressive” career ambitions. A muttered observation from our grandmother about the “shame” of my weight gain. Small cuts. Paper cuts. A thousand of them, on the same old scar tissue. But on that day, the salt was too sharp. The silence after the comments stretched like a tendon about to snap. There is a specific kind of silence that

I knelt in the dirt. I pressed my palms into the earth and felt the cool grit under my fingernails. I dug. Not to bury anything, but to anchor myself to something true. The beast in me didn’t need to chase. It needed to root. I pulled up handfuls of wild grass and let the blades cut my skin. The pain was a revelation. It was mine. “You okay

We are not sorry for the fur, the fangs, the claws, or the howls. We are sorry for every year we pretended they weren’t there.