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My wife is upstairs, Serena Hill. And I am learning that love is not always a shared room. Sometimes it is the willingness to stay in the house, to keep the heat on, to wait for the sound of her footsteps padding to the bathroom at 2 a.m., knowing they will not come down.

Not tonight. Not tomorrow, probably. But she is there . And while she is there—breathing, existing, holding onto the far side of the bed with her back to the door—I am still married. Still here. Still the man who says her full name in the empty kitchen as if it might call her back. my wife is upstairs serena hill

My wife is upstairs, Serena Hill.

Upstairs: the soft creak of the floorboard outside the nursery, even though the nursery has been a guest room for three years. Upstairs: the faint scent of the lavender shampoo she stopped using last October, now replaced by something clinical and unscented. Upstairs: the low murmur of a television playing a black-and-white movie she’s already seen a dozen times. She watches the same endings because beginnings have become too unpredictable. My wife is upstairs, Serena Hill

I don’t say that to explain where she is. I say it to explain why I am down here, in the dark of the living room, watching the grandfather clock’s pendulum tick away the seconds she no longer marks. I say it because her name—the one she took from me, the one that still sits on our mail—has become a kind of spell. A warning label for the rest of the house. Not tonight